I had the privilege and pleasure to open the International Smalltalk Conference (or ESUG how it used to be called) with a presentation about delivering presentations. James Robertson kindly posted the recording online. You can see both the movie and the slides below.

I actually dislike watching myself present, but it is always a good lesson. Bert Decker argues in his You’ve got to be believed to be heard book that this is the most enlightening experience for a speaker. I cannot agree more.

The talk was received well. People laughed, in particular in the beginning when I played nervous, and after the talk I was congratulated several times. People particularly remembered the "one message" message. One attendees was so enthusiastic that he asked me if I were a designer.

Of course, I was glad people liked it. But, after looking at the presentation from outside I would give it at most a 7 out of 10. Maybe a 7+, but not more, because there were plenty of problems with it.

First, there were a number of English mistakes. Not that many, but enough to get noticed. If that was not bad enough, the "a’s" and "Ok’s" were just annoying. And, as Oana put it, considering the number of "so’s", most of my talk was just a long conclusion.

Perhaps most disturbing, at least for me, was the movement after the first 3-4 minutes. At times I walked way too fast for the size of the available space. This movement was not caused be nervousness, it was caused by my habit of walking while talking. In general, it’s not that bad, but in this case the space was indeed narrow, and this caused me to move back an forth like a ping-pong ball. I knew that the space was not large enough from when I checked the environment one hour before I started, so I should have been better prepared and move less. I actually got aware of this awkward movement during the presentation and I did try to slow down, but this somehow made my hands move in a windmill-like fashion, in particular towards the end.

I stop here because I do want to go home with a 7, and I will say something positive too for my morale. I do like the story structure (disclaimer I was highly involved in coming up with it), and the slides were Ok and they synchronized with my words quite seamlessly. Also, not all movement was bad. For example, when I asked people who attended ESUG before I raised my right hand to make people raise theirs. And when I asked who did not attend ESUG before I raised my left hand. This worked well and there are a couple of other similar moments, but because much of my body language was meaningless the overall value added was way less than it should have been.

The bottom line is that watching yourself present is the best feedback you can get, and next time you know what to tackle. In my case, I will focus on two things in the near future: no unnecessary "so’s", and slower movements. It will probably take a while to get these out of my habits, but with enough feedback I am optimistic I will manage.

You can watch both the video and the slides below.